Morning I got up in a bad mood. U know y??? cuz something makes me wake up. I heard some sound in the living room. I was like hmmm that cant be my mum cuz she went to work so im like is that a burglar???!!! theif??!!! So i woke up to make sure there's no one n yes indeed there's no one in d living room. I'm like gosh there's a ghost in my house. But meh can't be bothered cuz my mind was filled with 'd break up thing'.
So I started my day first by watching Ah-ya (host from guess guess guess show) last day of hosting in tat show n farewell clip. I'm like crying like hell cuz i really like her hosting with Jacky Wu n now she has to be in New York for 7 yrs!!! gosh i really hope she is coming back after then. It's just so sad...
After lunch, I watched 'Im not stupid 2' singapore movie. I mean that show is awesome!!! Its funny at the beginning and at the end I cried again. Its just so sad expecially when tat dad is gonna die. Lol morning n afternoon is gone with my tears...
Then at night was d worse. I got my report n dissapointed tat my english just got B. Haih...if i cant do well in poor school, how am i gonna survive in top school?!...which is where im goin this year. And then when i got in msn, my best friend wouldnt want to talk to me for no reason. Then the last part of all, my bf send me an sms. Here it goes: u dun need me anymore. u'll find plenty of other guys tat will like u n u'll end up marryin him. smile alright? take care n enjoy d time u hav here. somehow i think u're supposed to move back 2 msia.
My first reaction was like WAT THE HELL U THINK I SUPPOSED TO MOVE BACK 2 MSIA??!!! DO U KNOW TAT I SACRIFIES EVERYTHIN JUST TO COME TO MELB???!!! n u wan me 2 go back???!!! WAT THE HELL!!! actually it really hurts me...its like melb doesnt suit me....i hav nothing to say now...no more tears...no more strengh...no more feelings...no more words...no more dreams...no more hope...
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
2008 MUST DO LIST
I really have to do all these things in 2008...if not just hit me or remind me...thanks
1) LEARN ACCOUSTIC GUITAR!!!!!!
2) reduce my waist length to 23 BEFORE FORMAL (this is very critical and serious!!!)
3) get ji lynn to homestay at my house
4) force uncle to come to melbourne for hols
5) have a party in my house
6) get jonathan to go to my youth church
7) get a new part time job
8) get the book receipt for book scholarship voucher
9) ski camp!!!!!!!!!!
10) formal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11) chinese sla unit 3 & 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (have to be serious about it)
12) try not to get lost in plc
13) go to more parties!!!!!!!!! wwwwwwwoooooooohhhhhhhhooooooooo lets get drunk n dance!!!
14) get into some clubs in plc
15) learn PROPER classical dance lessons
16) have to save and earn more money than last year
1) LEARN ACCOUSTIC GUITAR!!!!!!
2) reduce my waist length to 23 BEFORE FORMAL (this is very critical and serious!!!)
3) get ji lynn to homestay at my house
4) force uncle to come to melbourne for hols
5) have a party in my house
6) get jonathan to go to my youth church
7) get a new part time job
8) get the book receipt for book scholarship voucher
9) ski camp!!!!!!!!!!
10) formal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11) chinese sla unit 3 & 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (have to be serious about it)
12) try not to get lost in plc
13) go to more parties!!!!!!!!! wwwwwwwoooooooohhhhhhhhooooooooo lets get drunk n dance!!!
14) get into some clubs in plc
15) learn PROPER classical dance lessons
16) have to save and earn more money than last year
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