Morning I got up in a bad mood. U know y??? cuz something makes me wake up. I heard some sound in the living room. I was like hmmm that cant be my mum cuz she went to work so im like is that a burglar???!!! theif??!!! So i woke up to make sure there's no one n yes indeed there's no one in d living room. I'm like gosh there's a ghost in my house. But meh can't be bothered cuz my mind was filled with 'd break up thing'.
So I started my day first by watching Ah-ya (host from guess guess guess show) last day of hosting in tat show n farewell clip. I'm like crying like hell cuz i really like her hosting with Jacky Wu n now she has to be in New York for 7 yrs!!! gosh i really hope she is coming back after then. It's just so sad...
After lunch, I watched 'Im not stupid 2' singapore movie. I mean that show is awesome!!! Its funny at the beginning and at the end I cried again. Its just so sad expecially when tat dad is gonna die. Lol morning n afternoon is gone with my tears...
Then at night was d worse. I got my report n dissapointed tat my english just got B. Haih...if i cant do well in poor school, how am i gonna survive in top school?!...which is where im goin this year. And then when i got in msn, my best friend wouldnt want to talk to me for no reason. Then the last part of all, my bf send me an sms. Here it goes: u dun need me anymore. u'll find plenty of other guys tat will like u n u'll end up marryin him. smile alright? take care n enjoy d time u hav here. somehow i think u're supposed to move back 2 msia.
My first reaction was like WAT THE HELL U THINK I SUPPOSED TO MOVE BACK 2 MSIA??!!! DO U KNOW TAT I SACRIFIES EVERYTHIN JUST TO COME TO MELB???!!! n u wan me 2 go back???!!! WAT THE HELL!!! actually it really hurts me...its like melb doesnt suit me....i hav nothing to say now...no more tears...no more strengh...no more feelings...no more words...no more dreams...no more hope...
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
2008 MUST DO LIST
I really have to do all these things in 2008...if not just hit me or remind me...thanks
1) LEARN ACCOUSTIC GUITAR!!!!!!
2) reduce my waist length to 23 BEFORE FORMAL (this is very critical and serious!!!)
3) get ji lynn to homestay at my house
4) force uncle to come to melbourne for hols
5) have a party in my house
6) get jonathan to go to my youth church
7) get a new part time job
8) get the book receipt for book scholarship voucher
9) ski camp!!!!!!!!!!
10) formal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11) chinese sla unit 3 & 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (have to be serious about it)
12) try not to get lost in plc
13) go to more parties!!!!!!!!! wwwwwwwoooooooohhhhhhhhooooooooo lets get drunk n dance!!!
14) get into some clubs in plc
15) learn PROPER classical dance lessons
16) have to save and earn more money than last year
1) LEARN ACCOUSTIC GUITAR!!!!!!
2) reduce my waist length to 23 BEFORE FORMAL (this is very critical and serious!!!)
3) get ji lynn to homestay at my house
4) force uncle to come to melbourne for hols
5) have a party in my house
6) get jonathan to go to my youth church
7) get a new part time job
8) get the book receipt for book scholarship voucher
9) ski camp!!!!!!!!!!
10) formal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11) chinese sla unit 3 & 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (have to be serious about it)
12) try not to get lost in plc
13) go to more parties!!!!!!!!! wwwwwwwoooooooohhhhhhhhooooooooo lets get drunk n dance!!!
14) get into some clubs in plc
15) learn PROPER classical dance lessons
16) have to save and earn more money than last year
Monday, December 31, 2007
I totally love the end of 2007
28/12/07
Went to hospital early in the morning (groans...dun ask me why...). Came back in the evening, shower, dress up, went to mum's friend's house (which is my childhood friend aka kah seng's house anyway). Came back 3am. Pack up stuff for the next day and go straight to sleep which I think is about 4am.
29/12/07
WOOOHOOO today is the start of our family outing!!! We r goin to swiss garden resort at damai laut at lumut at somewhere in perak at somewhere in malaysia. Got up at 7am cuz i need to book the washroom (if not i have to fight with my uncle over our washroom). 9am reached cousin's house at klang. So total of 10 ppl : me, my uncle, douglas and wei jie (my cousins) in one car while my cousins' parents, grandparents, my cousins' maid and my mum in the other toyata estima car. Wat i love going for family outing is that everyone always put me, my uncle, wei jie and douglas together (like a team!!! yay!!!). U know y? cuz when we r together, we always joke like mad cows until the car got out of balance. I love my uncle!!! and my cousins!!! well just two of them not the rest!!! So we reached at the resort at about 5pm, checked in, and off we went to swim!!! After dinner, all of us went back to our rooms to rest. Again, the team!!! me, my uncle and my cousins r in one room. I dun mind sleeping with all males in the room cuz its fun!!!!!!!
30/12/07
Guess wat???!!! Its my birthday!!! I dun even need to set up my alarm...I have my own alarm which is birthday shouts from my uncle and my cousins. I love them!!!! Oh yeah n thanks to all my best friends : jann nin, joon fai, richard, praise, my chinese art teacher n lots more for the birthday sms. But one thing dissapointed me was that the rest of my family doesnt know my birthday is today...even my mum...but oh well they knew it later on cuz douglas told them. After breakfast the team again!!! went for jungle trekking. Man I love that!!! Felt like we are hunting for treasure. In the evening, we went bike riding. I LOVE BIKE RIDING!!! expecially riding downhill (Basically everything here is just 4 of us...i have no idea wat the rest of the family was doing). Around 4pm, my uncle rushed all of us to our room to wash up and dress. When i arrived at our room, my uncle suddenly passed me a really pretty deep blue batik dress and asked me to wear it. Im like ok! (not knowing wats next) And then the biggest nite of my life!!! my uncle and my cousins escorted me to the beach and have dinner there!!! I was like wow!!! After dinner, my uncle asked me for a dance (hey all of us know how to dance k...). Then wei jie after him then is douglas (oh boy my back was close to breaking cuz he is way shorter than me). Then we played, talked, laughed under the stars (i think there's about 30 of them). Totally love the view!!! Around 9pm went back to room and party whole night!!! woohooo!!! we went crazy and loud until my mum knocked on our door n asked us to sleep. (cant believe there's like a 40 yrs old man, 16 yrs old girl, 14 yrs old boy and 10 yrs old boy in one room and we r like mad ppl...oh boy i pity the cleaners that have to clean up our room...its super messy!!!)
31/12/07
Morning went for bike riding and driving range (u know the sort of golf thingy where u just hit the ball as far as u can). Rushed back to kl (to be exact, rushed back to 1 utama) cuz i was meeting some of my friends there for new year countdown. The ppl were jason, ji lynn, jonathan and me. After dinner, we went to watch national treasure 2 (man thats nice!!! love the movie!!!). After that, we went to 1 utama new wing courtyard for countdown. Everyone screamed!!! Everyone was spraying at each other!!! And of cuz the fireworks were awesome!!! Totally love the crowd and the fireworks!!! After the fireworks, we walked to the curve and party at the bar there. (lol dun forget all of us are party ppl that came from the same school...KDU!!!). Went home about 3am.
2007 was a challenging year for me because its the year when im in a totally different new country and of cuz there's plenty of problems but hey life is a road!!! Im really looking forward to this year (2008) cuz im same school with ji lynn!!! and year 11 stuff!!! and still convincing my mum to let me learn guitar =( Oh well...anyway gtg sleep now...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Went to hospital early in the morning (groans...dun ask me why...). Came back in the evening, shower, dress up, went to mum's friend's house (which is my childhood friend aka kah seng's house anyway). Came back 3am. Pack up stuff for the next day and go straight to sleep which I think is about 4am.
29/12/07
WOOOHOOO today is the start of our family outing!!! We r goin to swiss garden resort at damai laut at lumut at somewhere in perak at somewhere in malaysia. Got up at 7am cuz i need to book the washroom (if not i have to fight with my uncle over our washroom). 9am reached cousin's house at klang. So total of 10 ppl : me, my uncle, douglas and wei jie (my cousins) in one car while my cousins' parents, grandparents, my cousins' maid and my mum in the other toyata estima car. Wat i love going for family outing is that everyone always put me, my uncle, wei jie and douglas together (like a team!!! yay!!!). U know y? cuz when we r together, we always joke like mad cows until the car got out of balance. I love my uncle!!! and my cousins!!! well just two of them not the rest!!! So we reached at the resort at about 5pm, checked in, and off we went to swim!!! After dinner, all of us went back to our rooms to rest. Again, the team!!! me, my uncle and my cousins r in one room. I dun mind sleeping with all males in the room cuz its fun!!!!!!!
30/12/07
Guess wat???!!! Its my birthday!!! I dun even need to set up my alarm...I have my own alarm which is birthday shouts from my uncle and my cousins. I love them!!!! Oh yeah n thanks to all my best friends : jann nin, joon fai, richard, praise, my chinese art teacher n lots more for the birthday sms. But one thing dissapointed me was that the rest of my family doesnt know my birthday is today...even my mum...but oh well they knew it later on cuz douglas told them. After breakfast the team again!!! went for jungle trekking. Man I love that!!! Felt like we are hunting for treasure. In the evening, we went bike riding. I LOVE BIKE RIDING!!! expecially riding downhill (Basically everything here is just 4 of us...i have no idea wat the rest of the family was doing). Around 4pm, my uncle rushed all of us to our room to wash up and dress. When i arrived at our room, my uncle suddenly passed me a really pretty deep blue batik dress and asked me to wear it. Im like ok! (not knowing wats next) And then the biggest nite of my life!!! my uncle and my cousins escorted me to the beach and have dinner there!!! I was like wow!!! After dinner, my uncle asked me for a dance (hey all of us know how to dance k...). Then wei jie after him then is douglas (oh boy my back was close to breaking cuz he is way shorter than me). Then we played, talked, laughed under the stars (i think there's about 30 of them). Totally love the view!!! Around 9pm went back to room and party whole night!!! woohooo!!! we went crazy and loud until my mum knocked on our door n asked us to sleep. (cant believe there's like a 40 yrs old man, 16 yrs old girl, 14 yrs old boy and 10 yrs old boy in one room and we r like mad ppl...oh boy i pity the cleaners that have to clean up our room...its super messy!!!)
31/12/07
Morning went for bike riding and driving range (u know the sort of golf thingy where u just hit the ball as far as u can). Rushed back to kl (to be exact, rushed back to 1 utama) cuz i was meeting some of my friends there for new year countdown. The ppl were jason, ji lynn, jonathan and me. After dinner, we went to watch national treasure 2 (man thats nice!!! love the movie!!!). After that, we went to 1 utama new wing courtyard for countdown. Everyone screamed!!! Everyone was spraying at each other!!! And of cuz the fireworks were awesome!!! Totally love the crowd and the fireworks!!! After the fireworks, we walked to the curve and party at the bar there. (lol dun forget all of us are party ppl that came from the same school...KDU!!!). Went home about 3am.
2007 was a challenging year for me because its the year when im in a totally different new country and of cuz there's plenty of problems but hey life is a road!!! Im really looking forward to this year (2008) cuz im same school with ji lynn!!! and year 11 stuff!!! and still convincing my mum to let me learn guitar =( Oh well...anyway gtg sleep now...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Went out with kah yee & kah seng
Morning go to their house to pick up them and go to 1 utama. I called them half an hour before to tell them im gonna reach their house in around half an hour time (cuz u know malaysians r always late somehow...just wanna give them warning). Ok so i reached their house. Went in. My face changed. Kah yee (sister of kah seng) and michelle (cousin of kah seng n kah yee) still having their lunch. I'm like oi we r eating at 1 utama lah. They looked at me like they didnt know anything. Im like okok faster eat lah. Then i went upstairs to find kah seng (my childhood friend until now). He still doing his hair (putting gel n stuff). Im like hello? i called long time ago n u guys still havent ready yet. Well luckily his friends were ready already (thank god for that!!!).
After 15 mins of rushing, we finally reached 1 utama. We spent about 20 mins discussing what we want to have for lunch (amazing right...we as malaysians always cant make a decision). Then weng yen (kah seng's friend) joked about it. Cuz i asked wat to eat n go where to eat? He said chicken rice shop (which reminds us about the chicken rice shop advertisement...well if u know wat i mean...it goes like this : "wat to eat, wat to eat? chicken rice chicken rice; where to eat? where to eat? the chicken rice shop!). But we didnt want to eat at chicken rice shop cuz the food there is disguisting and expensive.
So we ended up eating in Mcdonalds. Weng yen, kah seng n i were basically the jokers of the table. We made jokes about each other, teased each other and disturbed each other while eating and the others laughed till dropped. After that, we went to pool (not swimming pool for goodness sake!). On the way to there, Weng yen, kah seng n i (again...we r always the naughty ones) dared each other to follow some strangers in front. So yeah it was really funny. The strangers thought we were following them or something like that with scary expressions.
I really love going out with kah seng and weng yen. Although these two r boys and im the only girl, so what? They r really funny to go out with. Seriously i cant find their characters in melbourne. Im glad to know them as my best friends especially kah seng cuz we known each other for many years (i think 10 years???)
Haha one day if u come down to kl or pj, i would introduce u to them. Trust me, u will have a great time with them.
After 15 mins of rushing, we finally reached 1 utama. We spent about 20 mins discussing what we want to have for lunch (amazing right...we as malaysians always cant make a decision). Then weng yen (kah seng's friend) joked about it. Cuz i asked wat to eat n go where to eat? He said chicken rice shop (which reminds us about the chicken rice shop advertisement...well if u know wat i mean...it goes like this : "wat to eat, wat to eat? chicken rice chicken rice; where to eat? where to eat? the chicken rice shop!). But we didnt want to eat at chicken rice shop cuz the food there is disguisting and expensive.
So we ended up eating in Mcdonalds. Weng yen, kah seng n i were basically the jokers of the table. We made jokes about each other, teased each other and disturbed each other while eating and the others laughed till dropped. After that, we went to pool (not swimming pool for goodness sake!). On the way to there, Weng yen, kah seng n i (again...we r always the naughty ones) dared each other to follow some strangers in front. So yeah it was really funny. The strangers thought we were following them or something like that with scary expressions.
I really love going out with kah seng and weng yen. Although these two r boys and im the only girl, so what? They r really funny to go out with. Seriously i cant find their characters in melbourne. Im glad to know them as my best friends especially kah seng cuz we known each other for many years (i think 10 years???)
Haha one day if u come down to kl or pj, i would introduce u to them. Trust me, u will have a great time with them.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Where are those moments???!!!
There was once peace and happiness grew in my family. Everyone loved to be together especially during Chinese New Year. Every cousins from everywhere would travel back to Segamat (a town in Johor) and celebrate. I am the eldest among all but yet I was still young that time. I couldn't remember the details but I knew that we had lots of fun during those time and oh boy trust me, how naughty we were. Not long, everything started to change. One by one leave the family and never come back. It was a disaster for me and the worst part is I couldn't do anything to help. Everyone chose money and revenge over peace and unity.
There was one time...I remembered...I had one special best friend. I could say that I'm black and she is white like angel. But she wouldn't mind being with me. We were wild those days. Riding our bike everywhere, explored every small corner and laughed at every tiny jokes. Unfortunately one day, because of me, she died of car accident. That bloody accident still shook me off. Until now, I couldn't forgive myself for killing a unique girl; Until now, I couldn't find anyone that could replace her...Everyone in this world are too busy with their own business.
I went to Melbourne last year (2007)...to escape my horrible family. And now I'm back for a holiday, to visit my friends and family. I thought they would welcomed me...but instead they turned their back against me. I should never come back at all. I could feel that I'm not welcomed and unhappiness were everywhere, making me sick of it!!! It's like sucking up my energy and I'm tired all the time. A thought suddenly came to my mind, where are those happy moments in my family? Where are they?! Why is the family so broken that I can never pick up those pieces? Why can't we be like any other families?! Everytime I went to some friends' house, their family are so happy. I wanted to cry on the spot but I wouldn't. And now my mum and dad are going to divorce...What should I do? I don't like this pain at all...but I have to endure it alone...nobody will understand...no...
There was one time...I remembered...I had one special best friend. I could say that I'm black and she is white like angel. But she wouldn't mind being with me. We were wild those days. Riding our bike everywhere, explored every small corner and laughed at every tiny jokes. Unfortunately one day, because of me, she died of car accident. That bloody accident still shook me off. Until now, I couldn't forgive myself for killing a unique girl; Until now, I couldn't find anyone that could replace her...Everyone in this world are too busy with their own business.
I went to Melbourne last year (2007)...to escape my horrible family. And now I'm back for a holiday, to visit my friends and family. I thought they would welcomed me...but instead they turned their back against me. I should never come back at all. I could feel that I'm not welcomed and unhappiness were everywhere, making me sick of it!!! It's like sucking up my energy and I'm tired all the time. A thought suddenly came to my mind, where are those happy moments in my family? Where are they?! Why is the family so broken that I can never pick up those pieces? Why can't we be like any other families?! Everytime I went to some friends' house, their family are so happy. I wanted to cry on the spot but I wouldn't. And now my mum and dad are going to divorce...What should I do? I don't like this pain at all...but I have to endure it alone...nobody will understand...no...
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
I'M INNOCENT!!!
9TH DECEMBER!!!
Something stupid happened to me...
*First time taking mas airline back to kl from melbourne...ALONE*
Everything goes perfectly smooth after my mum dropped me at the airport. Walked around like an idoit for 1hour 30 mins. After that, I had to go through the boarding gate. BUT before that, I had to go through the customs (you know those scanning machine thingy). I mean come on...It's not like I'm afraid of that thing (its not like i brought a bomb) so yeah I popped my bag there and off it went through the machine. I went to the other side and a lady officer stopped me. She pulled me aside and asked me to open my bag. I'm like oh no wats going on...I'M INNOCENT!!! Honestly I was scared. Then, the lady said something about scissors. I'm like scissors??? Then suddenly I realised that I bought scissors with me, in my pencil box. I'm like BOING...how stupid I was. So immediately I handed the scissors to the lady. She confiscated it. There goes my favourite super sharp scissors...Until now i still felt embarressed about it...
Something stupid happened to me...
*First time taking mas airline back to kl from melbourne...ALONE*
Everything goes perfectly smooth after my mum dropped me at the airport. Walked around like an idoit for 1hour 30 mins. After that, I had to go through the boarding gate. BUT before that, I had to go through the customs (you know those scanning machine thingy). I mean come on...It's not like I'm afraid of that thing (its not like i brought a bomb) so yeah I popped my bag there and off it went through the machine. I went to the other side and a lady officer stopped me. She pulled me aside and asked me to open my bag. I'm like oh no wats going on...I'M INNOCENT!!! Honestly I was scared. Then, the lady said something about scissors. I'm like scissors??? Then suddenly I realised that I bought scissors with me, in my pencil box. I'm like BOING...how stupid I was. So immediately I handed the scissors to the lady. She confiscated it. There goes my favourite super sharp scissors...Until now i still felt embarressed about it...
10 reasons why pj is better than kl
Actually i love pj and kl...so yeah BUT i prefer pj...haha lol
1) my house is in pj
2) kuala lumpur means muddy city??? which is not good
3) pj has less traffic than kl
4) pj is bigger than kl
5) klang, ss2, puchong belong to pj
6) pj has more hols???
7) pj has more cool schools
8) pj has the word 'jaya' which means success
9) pj has more greens
10) pj is way cleaner than kl
1) my house is in pj
2) kuala lumpur means muddy city??? which is not good
3) pj has less traffic than kl
4) pj is bigger than kl
5) klang, ss2, puchong belong to pj
6) pj has more hols???
7) pj has more cool schools
8) pj has the word 'jaya' which means success
9) pj has more greens
10) pj is way cleaner than kl
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