Today is d most hurting day of my entire life

Morning I got up in a bad mood. U know y??? cuz something makes me wake up. I heard some sound in the living room. I was like hmmm that cant be my mum cuz she went to work so im like is that a burglar???!!! theif??!!! So i woke up to make sure there's no one n yes indeed there's no one in d living room. I'm like gosh there's a ghost in my house. But meh can't be bothered cuz my mind was filled with 'd break up thing'.

So I started my day first by watching Ah-ya (host from guess guess guess show) last day of hosting in tat show n farewell clip. I'm like crying like hell cuz i really like her hosting with Jacky Wu n now she has to be in New York for 7 yrs!!! gosh i really hope she is coming back after then. It's just so sad...

After lunch, I watched 'Im not stupid 2' singapore movie. I mean that show is awesome!!! Its funny at the beginning and at the end I cried again. Its just so sad expecially when tat dad is gonna die. Lol morning n afternoon is gone with my tears...

Then at night was d worse. I got my report n dissapointed tat my english just got B. Haih...if i cant do well in poor school, how am i gonna survive in top school?!...which is where im goin this year. And then when i got in msn, my best friend wouldnt want to talk to me for no reason. Then the last part of all, my bf send me an sms. Here it goes: u dun need me anymore. u'll find plenty of other guys tat will like u n u'll end up marryin him. smile alright? take care n enjoy d time u hav here. somehow i think u're supposed to move back 2 msia.

My first reaction was like WAT THE HELL U THINK I SUPPOSED TO MOVE BACK 2 MSIA??!!! DO U KNOW TAT I SACRIFIES EVERYTHIN JUST TO COME TO MELB???!!! n u wan me 2 go back???!!! WAT THE HELL!!! actually it really hurts me...its like melb doesnt suit me....i hav nothing to say now...no more tears...no more strengh...no more feelings...no more words...no more dreams...no more hope...